Dream Another Dream.

the past is something that you cant forget, shouldn't forget - but should use it as a tool to grow. sometimes this is easier said than done, and sometimes you've learned your lesson - no need for the memories any longer. lately ive found myself dreaming about and reliving the past two years of my life. its like my mind is raging a war all its own - i have no control. as soon as i close my eyes, it starts. i thought that our dreams were an extension of ourselves? well i dont want to relive these memories, damnit. i keep trying to convince my mind before i fall asleep to think other thoughts, dream other dreams. and as if the dreaming isnt enough, it keeps coming up in conversations, and making itself known through random signs here and there. i think that my mind is playing tricks on me. lesson: meditate. meditate more. lots more. train the mind. focus the mind. find a path, and stick to it.

mediafire'd BONOBO's latest album "Black Sands". while i was typing this his song {feat andreya triana} "stay the same" came on.

A night train
Midnight
Bags gathered round my feet
Possessions
Some lessened
To carry with me
Heavy and
Soothing
Like a gentle symphony

I rest my
Head right
Back upon my seat
It's hard
And cold though
The best thing for me
This train is
Movin'
But my heart is stationery

Seasons change
it won't ever be the same
I'm hopin'
I will stay the same
Reasons strange
Why we always play these games

I left it
With you
A note that was discreet
I made sure
I put it
Upon the cellar door
It's hanging, hoping
Will you read it while I weep

Last time
The last time
It flickers through me
So vivid
It rushes
From my head down to my feet
We're laughing, joking
Through to my defeat

Seasons change
It will never be the same
I'm hopin'
I wïll stay the same
Reasons strange
Why we always play these games